So... I made my first med error today... a big one. I am new to nursing, been a nurse for a little under 10 months. I was asked to come in and cover 4 hours today for a sick co-worker. I walked in to a patient in the ED complaining of chest pain. My coworkers had started the ER and I jumped in to help right away; I took over the ER after getting report for my other nurses and waited for further orders from my provider. Long story short, I was ordered to hang a heparin infusion (which I have done before) and give an initial bolus of 4000 units... I calculated the concentration which came out to be 25,000 units/ 250 ml D5W. I called my provider to check the rate to be hung and was ordered to give 12 units/ kg which in the this patient would be 1146 units. I did the math while on the phone and double checked with the provider. I got up, walked into the ER and hung that bag.... at 1146.....1146 mls..not units. I poured that bag of heparin into my patient...
I realized my mistake shortly after when I was looking the MAR to prepare my report for the receiving facility.... My stomach just dropped... As soon as I saw the ordered rate I just about puked... I can't believe I did that...
I picked up the phone, called my provider and owned up to what I had done...Trying everything in my power to not burst into tears on the phone. Mean while, I am looking at my patient, scanning for any signs of my mistake. Vitals are good, BP still elevated, but not any higher than initially.
My provider handled it better than I would have if I were him. He called the cardiologist for orders - I was told to just monitor for signs of bleeding. The patient remained completely stable while in the ER and was transferred without problem. I followed up with my provider after the incident and discussed my areas of improvement.
The thing that upsets me the most is that I have literally no excuses! I was not tired, or side-tracked. I was not any busier than any other day, in fact it was a pretty mild ER considering. I had staff members available to help me, and I had even double checked my order with the provider! This was not a new task, I had mixed and calculated heparin drips before. I was not overwhelmed or having a bad day... I just simply made a mistake...
I have been crying for hours now... I know the patient is ok, and I am thankful. But Lord, I do not want this one mistake to ruin my career. Any advice from some seasoned nurses?