Ok so here is the deal I have been a ICU nurse for 8 years, I was thinking about doing CRNA and had worked towards that goal but something inside me keeps saying wait maybe thats not what you want to do. Im not sure I want to be part of an assembly line of surgeries the rest of my life. I want real patient care. Now after reading some in the CRNA forum on this site it seems many are upset with their current work situation. Still though I want to do more with my education. So I am thinking FNP. But I want to know are there any NPs out there who wish they did something else...or maybe choose a different sub-speciality?