My husband died Nov 8th

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Well it happened. After 6 mos of chemo for colon cancer, that was metastisizing to his liver all along, my dear Brent slipped into a coma Nov2, and died, Nov 8th, at the age of 47.. We met when we were teenagers. As we got older we went our separate ways, then we became re-united 25 years later, all because I had a dream about him, and acted upon it by phoning him up. It was love at first sight, again. We had five great years together. When we found out the cancer had spread to his liver, in that week we did the wills, arranged the memorial service, andgot married in our living room.We were going to get married after he recovered from his chemo, but of course had to speed things up a bit. But, the good news is I nursed him 24/7, and when he died it was in our bed, in my arms. I had just turned him, there was no mottling, his resps were easy, his extremities warm to touch, I snuggled up to him, kissed him, told him I loved him. I put my hand over his chest, feeling how strong and regular his heart rate was, then, his heart just stopped. There was no cheyne -stokes, nothing. Talk about a gentle peaceful passing. As he went, I felt a tingling sensation in my hand, which was laying on his chest. I get that sensation every now and then. It hits me head to toe, and then I get goosebumps. Maybe Brent is visiting me.I am trying to get through Christmas unscathed. It is a moment by moment process. Just wanted to let those of you who knew of my situation, know what has happened. Linda:o

((((((((Linda))))))))

I'm so sorry. Please take care of yourself. :o

Specializes in CV-ICU.

Oh, Linda, I am so sorry to hear this! My prayers and deepest sympathy are with you. I shall keep you in my prayers through this holiday season. It sounds like Brent went very peacefully, I'm glad you were there. And isn't it wonderful that you were able to have those 5 years together? I don't know what else to say except I'm sorry it wasn't much, much longer. And I didn't know he was ill.

Jenny P

Specializes in Mostly LTC, some acute and some ER,.

My thoughts and prayers are with you. I remember reading your post from a while ago on the situation. Did you care for him yourself, or did you decide on the hospice? (If you dont mind my asking.) i thought about it ever since I read your post.

Linda, the story of how you two met as teens and married later is touching. Appears to be the love of a lifetime. I cannot possibly know how you feel, but I'm sensitive to your post above and offer my sympathy {{{{and hugs}}}}}} during your time of sorrow.

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I'm so sorry. Please know that you are in our thoughts and prayers. Please keep us updated on how you are doing and try to hang in there, though I am sure Christmas will be difficult.

I am so sorry to hear of your loss. Please know that my prayers are with you. Thank you for sharing the beauty of your experience with us. May God Bless you now and always.

Specializes in Med/Surg.

Linda, I remember too reading your posts earlier. I am so touched by your story. Death is so hard for everyone involved but it can be peaceful like you described. I got goosebumps when I read about the sensation you felt in your hands as your husband passed away. thank you for sharing your story. God Bless You,

Thank you for sharing that with us. Your husband's passing is deeply touching, and helped to remind me what is truly important in life. My prayers are with you.

((((((linda)))))) i wish i could just reach over and give you a hug. :kiss i'm so very sorry for you. i hope you can have happy thoughts with you and try to remember the good times with your loved one as you go through this christmas.

So wonderful to have found him again and to have had 5 years together.(((Linda))) May God keep you in the palm of his hand this holiday season, I can't imagine your sorrow. I hope you have a good support system, family and friends, near for lots of hugs and shoulders if you need to cry.:sniff: deb

Specializes in Geriatrics/Oncology/Psych/College Health.

I'm so very sorry to hear of your loss, but grateful as you are for your time together. Peace be with you.

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