Well, of course I wish you the very best of luck! Your post brings back memories! I don't know if you have the same instructor I had or if some are just with that attitude, but I do believe they have to be hard on you in order for you to learn a different kind of discipline. Do your best. You will find in nursing, if you haven't already in clinicals, that there are a lot of lazy nurses, who tend to do things their way instead of the right way. It's really scarey sometimes. I see nurses give patients meds because they ask for them, without orders; give meds without looking at the MAR; give injections dangerously; ignore feedings; skip dressing changes; not use gloves; cross-contaminate; ignore medical concerns, etc. I really believe that nursing instructors cringe at the thought that one of their students might do something like that one day, therefore, they are strict, rigid, and yes, even judegmental, at times.
You hang in there! Remember what the discilpline of nursing is about, who really comes first and what your ultimate professional goal is...you'll be fine!
Let me know if you need anything.
And I'll be on the look out for male nurse anime!