I think I COULD love HH, but the stress is keeping my nerves tore up to the point I cant stand it. Nurses are giving me some of their patients. One was a new SOC, nurse told me that it was a q week PICC drsg change. So I went weekly to do the dressing. Once I got the 485 to sign, I noticed that it was 2w2, 1w7. Well, I had only seen this man once per week. I flipped out, just knew I was going to be in trouble. Luckily, I was able to correct the 485, then sign the corrected one and that was that :grn: . On another occassion, I was putting all my recert dates into my calendar, went over it 3 times to make sure all dates were correct, to later find out the date I had placed in my calendar for one patient was wrong (I was going by the ROC date, rather than the SOC date). So, there was another mistake. :grn: grrrrrrr. I am not sure I am ever going to be able to keep up with all my patients info. One of my patients fell at home the other day, was admitted into the hospital with a broken leg, now Im stressing over having to do a ROC because Ive NEVER DONE ONE. I have studied the orientation packet so much I dont ever want to see it again. I dont want to quit. I gave up my seniority at the hospital to take this job and now I feel like quitting because I feel like Im letting everyone down. Anyone else feel this way when they first started HH?