Hello
I graduated 1 year ago and just gt my first job. I just started orientation on a mixed unit 3 days ago. There are some rehab patients and some long term residents. I've been shadowing for 2 days and I have some moments where I feel i did something right but most of the time, Im lost and dont know what to do, where to go, but mostly, i feel like im in the way. I have lost all confidence, im clumsy, and i just want to be better. The paperwork is overwhelming and i dont want to do it wrong. I left work today (my 2nd day shadowing) and i couldnt wait to get home to cry. I never thought that would happen, i thought it would be hard but never imagined it would be like this. I cant remember everyones name and i have to ask a million questions. Im scared because im going to be working evenings with 1 lpn and no other rns. Its a lot of pressure. Anyone have any advice?