about the only thing i can tell you is, TAKE THE TEST. Without a license, you have a Bachelors degree. Not much more. You can work in any line of work that only needs a college degree. You could also be a CNA, but that would be depressing after spending 4 years in college. How about taking an NCLEX review course to get your mind working in nursing again, and then just take the test? I know its rough and depressing, but right now you probably can not do anything (legally) nursing related that requires skill about a CNA.