My personality was different at work, especially when I was going through DV...Same set of "organization" versus "flubalicious" lol
Five years after "surviving", I'm still thinking how can I reconcile the two "people"
I'm slowly figuring out what parts of me I want, plus getting older, it's almost like being in my teens again, sigh, ALL while going from a proficient LPN to beginner RN...talk about HUGE growing pains this year!
But it get's better...It will!
The thing about self-discovery, especially after a life changing event, it makes for an interesting ride in life...your perspective changes, you figure out what things you want to cross over in your personal life, vs. professional life.
Sometimes it crosses over at the wrong time-yikes!! Well, at least for me...sigh, again...lol
I continue to live and learn...and starting to take my strengths to make a better me
I'll see how it goes...one day at a time!
Full disclosure: you are not the only one!