THank you everyone who read my post and gave me advice. All I needed was a little pick me up. I know everyone is right about the fact that why should I make myself do something I wasn't that crazy about when I can do something that has so many different paths. My friends and family that are nurses have told me the same thing. I know nursing school will be hard and make me cry at times, I haven't met a person who didn't, but I know it will be worth it in the end.