I was wondering if being a CRNA is anything like being a hospital nurse. The reason is I currently hate my RN job after only 6 months.
I graduated from an RN program last May and am working towards a CRNA degree. I took a job in CVSU at the hospital nearby (about 450 beds) as opposed to the ICU position I was offered in a 200 bed hospital 45 min away since it was close and paid more. I was told I could transfer to a critical care unit after 6 months. Now I'm hearing it will take at least a year, maybe more to go to ICU or CCU, longer for CVRU.
The problem is that I dread going to work. I love taking care of my pts, don't mind cleaning the hind ends, vomit, putting in foleys, etc. I don't know exactly why I don't like it, but I do. Sometimes I feel like I'm back to being a waitress, only with more responsibility.
I can't imagine having to stay at least 6 more months and then work in ICU another 2 yrs (the schools around here that I've looked at all require 2 yrs experience in ICU). I've considered applying to another hospital, esp b/c we moved closer to the level I trauma center here--I figured I'd wait until I have 1 year experience at least, but what if that's worse? I have been in the OR observing 5 times now and like that atmosphere better. I observed an open heart a few months ago and the anesthesiologist let me stand by him while he explained things to me (the CRNA came in once in awhile but the MDA did most of the procedure) and I loved it!
How do I get through these next few years? I'm trying to make the most of it, give it a chance. Am I just being a whiner? This is my second degree, already have a BS in conservation biology. I was the top student in my nursing courses. I don't want to keep going through school for a career I won't like again. I need some encouragement.