Psychiatric Nursing with a Mental Illness?

I don't have a mental illness but have worked psych and some of my coworkers have had psych disorders. The important thing is that it's stable and you're able to function in the best interest of your patients. I think staff who have psych disorders can be much more empathic toward psych patients than those without psych disorders...

agreed. go for it! Not sure it has to be mentioned, but I think it offers extra compassion!

If your condition is well controlled, I see no reason that you should not practice psychiatric nursing. I have worked with several nurses with psychiatric conditions who were able to offer insights to patients (and colleagues) that those of us who have only studied these conditions could not possibly give. The flip side was colleagues who had psychiatric conditions and were in denial about needing treatment - like the bipolar nurse who bragged about doing just fine without her Lithium, as she bounced off the walls and generally caused chaos on the unit.

I've worked over the years with a number of nurse with mental illness, some of been able to do so successfully, some haven't.
To increase your chances of being successful you might consider

1. Choose an area of psych nursing that has a different focus than your own illness. So if you have an eating disorder, don't work eating disorders, if you have an addiction, don't work in addictions, if you have PTSD then don't work in crisis, if you have depression don't work in mood disorders etc... I think it really helps keep you healthy to have a bit of distance from your triggers or situations that you can overrelate to.

2. Psych nursing can be physically exhausting but more than that it is mentally and emotionally exhausting. Many shifts you leave completely emotionally drained. Mental health nursing takes a toll on everyone's mental health and it takes effort to keep life balanced and to take care of yourself. There is a lot of secondary trauma in mental health nursing. If you already have a mental illness then sometimes that toll can make you vulnerable for setbacks or flare ups or take away from your own health to the point that it is really impacting your illness and ability to keep yourself well.

3. You need to have good insight and reflective introspection and the ability to both emotionally and mentally separate you own issues and situation and illness from your patients. If you can't you will get caught up in boundary situation and 'no one understands but me situations" and it will cause issues in the team and really isn't in the patients best interest. You also have to know yourself well enough to know how and where your illness might impact your job and have a plan and supports to deal with that.

4. You need to really stay on top of your own mental health. If you are slipping or heading downhill then take time off and get well and come back. Staying at work when you are unwell or unable to do your job properly can really damage relationships.

Just a few thoughts. I agree with the others that your experiences can be beneficial and give you insights that can help the therapeutic process.

Good Luck

I have Seasonal Affective Disorder. I go on Wellbutrin from Oct-March. Before the meds, I became clinically depressed in the winter. It took me about 5 years to get diagnosed. As a psych nurse, I didn't want to admit what was right in front of my face every day.

I think it has made me a more compassionate nurse. But that's just me!

Hi again pezamistic,
After reading your reply I just wanted to add a couple things. I don't say this to discourage you at all, you could be a great psych nurse but just to add a few things to think about. As you've said you've got lots of time to make a decision and hopefully you will get a chance to do a clinical rotation in psych to get a feel for it.

The first is that your illness is under control and you feel 'normal' - being around people who are stuggling with mental illness all the time may take away that feeling for you as it puts you back into the 'sick' world. As well the fact that your daughter may have mental health difficulties or illness means that you may deal with people struggling in all realms of your life - self, work and family and this can be very draining. You may want work to be something that has nothing to do with mental health or illness so that you can have times when you don't think about it or deal with it. I've certainly foudn that when I've had a fmaily member struggling you come home and it feels like you haven't left work and its hard to find the emotional energy you need for your family.

The second point would be that you really want to help others and you've seen your strengths and ability to really support family and friends - which is great. Depending where you work - helping patients can be a whole other story! There are days when you do really feel you helped or made a difference but often you end up working with patients who don't want your help or don't think they need help and they work very hard at pushing you away or putting down your efforts. There are also days when you are so busy with 100 other things that you get to the end of the day and you haven't had time to help in the way you wanted. I love my job but there are many times I wonder if I really am helping or making a difference.

Just things to have in mind. It can be very rewarding for sure and it may end up being the specialty you want to work in but know that you can in some ways be a psych nurse in pretty much every area as most people who are ill are in need of psychosocial and emotional support, and many have mental health issues outside of the psych wards.

Lots of decisions!

I once had a charge nurse that confided in me that she was schizophrenic. One night there was an incident with one of our residents challenging her to say the least. I had to quietly stifle myself when she told the resident, " Ya know....I got a secret? I'm actually crazier than you !!! They actually connected. She is wonderful & has that insight that many do not have, nor want to...