Does anyone have this problem? Okay here's my thing: I don't have a problem being busy with school and studying. I work 40+ hours a week and attend school full time in order to complete all the pre Reqs prior to September to make it in time for the nursing program at my CC. I DO NoT have spare time. The 2 hours I have after school/before work I'm studying. The 3 hours I have when I get off at 12(before I have to go to bed an a semi-rational hour), I'm studying.
My husband is very supportive but I feel I'm being selfish at times. Am I?
My best friend who lives with us never see me. i can tell it annoys her that i study so much and sacrifice spending time with her to study and she told me "I feel like we almost don't have anything in common anymore" and I feel like she's going to think I don't care.
It really sucks on my part to have to think going to school for nursing may cost me my most wonderful best friend or at least the closeness of our relationship.
How do you guys find time to spend with the people you love? I just went to dinner with her and her new boyfriend tonight and the whole time I was thinking I could be studying. I want to spend time with her and my husband so badly but this is only two years of my life that I have to put EVERY physical, mental, and emotional effort into this and I am determined to make it one time around.
Am I going too hard? It really is difficult for me with my job. I'm thinking of quitting before I get accepted into the program so I can make sure I get all A's. I want this more than anything.
Super sorry for this long, dramatic post lol. Advice? Rants? :-)