Dilema-NP ptogram

Hi everyone, this is my first time posting although I have been visisting this site for quite some time. I have a dilema, and I need some advice.

I am currently in my second semester in an MSN- NP program , and I hate it. I am doing well in my classes but I realized early on (last semester) that being a NP was not for me. What I really wanted to do was do the CRNA program, and I initially wanted to get some additional experience in an ICU program, howver family members and friends told me that I should stay with the NP program ( because I got a scholarship) and that I will change my mind. Unfortunately, I still feel the same way. I am so depressed. I hate going to school because I am not enjoying the program. I have considered taking a break, but people have said that I have come so far (I have one more semeter and summer left) and that IO should just hang in there. But the truth is I am not happy, plus I have no intention of working as an NP. So I was wondering if any of my fellow nurses had any advice for me.