I am still learning to circulate, and my orientation is going so so at best. Everybody at work, who have been there a long time say my orientation is really really bad. But, I have nothing to compare it to, so I dont know. I will say, there is NO consistency. I am being taught by travelers, I am with a different person every day.We do everything, so its a little hard to be proficient at one thing, and I dont think there is one procedure that I have seen even twice, or 3 times, and I have been there 6 months.
Right now I know basic things, but I am still struggling with what trays we need for cases ( we have reprocessing "issues" to complicate things further) , and basically, if I am with someone that makes me nervous, I forget stupid little things, like forgetting to hook up suction right away, or forgetting to chart something I know I need to chart. Does this go away with time? Sometimes I feel so inept!!! Did anybody feel like this when they first started? Did anybody else forget stupid things that they knew they needed to do?
And, sometimes, I get so task oriented, because I have to learn everything WHILE I AM USING it in a case, I get focused on that and if the surgeon asks for something I dont hear it, well, you get the picture... please, some words of wisdom....
I have done ER, ICU, and thus far this has been the toughest for me, and I dont know why. Thanks guys!!