Re: Waiting on Ivy Tech acceptance letters thread
Hey everybody! I just wanted to tell you guys this story and see what you all think...
When i was in 7th grade, my parents uprooted us (again for the 6th time since third grade) to a new school. I really just didn't fit in. I found out from the guidance counselor that cheerleading tryouts were coming up and that it might be a good way to make some friends. i have never really been very peppy (or in shape hehe) but i figured why not?
So i practiced ALOT! I drove everyone i know CRAZY going give me a A! you got your A! You got your A! and finally on the day of the tryouts, i laced up my tennis shoes and gave it my ALL! i shouted my loudest GO TEAMS and jumped the highest eaglespread EVER! i was pretty proud of myself but very unsure.
Then there was a week... i again drove everyone crazy with all of my doubt and uncertainty. and there it was, posted on the front doors of my junior high. The list... and guess what! I made it! I did! Me, the girl who loved punk rock from age 3 and wore converse shoes and was a little socially awkward. a cheerleader.
After a month, I hated it. I hated going to practice everyday and I didn't understand the other girls at all. My pathetic attempt at making friends had worked but i didn't want them. All the work just to wish i hadn't.
Now what made me think of this? Oh come on you know already! Does give me an A sound familiar?
Well, i just read another thread called "Do you love nursing or hate it?" and it made me panic a little. I am so worried that I am going to work SO hard for this and it is going to be something i wish i hadn't.
i feel bad because there are many of you wishing that you had gotten in and now i am freaking out a little. its not that. i want to be a nurse!
is this normal, the panic? is anyone else getting worried about the job itself, after school? Please somebody tell me you have wondered...
Anybody?????
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