My 9 year old patient was raped and required surgery

I currently have a 9 year old girl I am taking care of on unit. She was raped resulting in surgical repair to entire pelvic floor and also needed a colostomy. As I change her sheets and such I just don't know what to do. I cry everytime I walk in there. I just want to hold her. She isn't allowed visitors and she is so scared. My heart is breaking. Any advice?

I got her a journal but she doesn't really write much in it other than little sweet I love you notes to me and my kids, but she draws alot too. She has gotten comfortable enough to tell me about anything at this point, most of which is very difficult to hear. I think she knows that I understand the pain she has gone through even though I haven't given her many details of my past growing up in foster care. She has even talked back a time or two. WHo would've ever thought you'd have a parent being happy that a child is back talking? lol. I am just glad she feels safe enough to do so. WHen I was young and in foster homes I wouldn't have anything to do with most of them just isolated myself as much as possible. So I must be doing something right. I do not always knows the right thing to do or so I just try to follow with my heart and to be patient. Thanks again for the compliment, I don't feel like an angel I just trying to give back what I can, It is helping me heal as much as it is helping her out.