Scared

I am about ready to start my clinicals at school. I have waited for many years for this. But for some reason I am scared to death. Sometimes I wonder if we just freak ourselves out because we are so afraid to fail. On top of all this my employer decided last week to tell me that I couldn't work part time. Thanks for the five years of service don't let the door hit you in the !!! on your way out. The thing that makes me really mad is I told them I was going back to school in March, because that is when I found out I was accepted. Why did they wait so long? I start on June 3 I want to go to summer school two days a week. So now on top of all this I am trying to find a new job. Because at our morning meeting our newly appointed "office manager" decided to go ahead and announce my two weeks. I never gave my two weeks. The doctors I work for were not to happy about the office managers decision, but I can't sit around and wait for them to try and over ride him. After the way the have treated me I think it is time for me to move on. I think I am so scared because I have been there so long all my confidence is in my job and that is what I am good at. So now that will be gone. Is there any other students out there that couldn't wait for clinicals but when the time came they were scared to death?