Re: Is Nursing for me if I don't want to be a bedside RN?
It's possible, but difficult. Most of all, you will need the discipline and patience to "wait" for your dream job while you get the experience you will need to succeed in that dream job. Most people don't have that much discipline and patience.
Perhaps you should try a more direct route. For example, if you are really interested in health care administration/management .... maybe you should get your degree in that field and become a hospital administrator instead of a nursing manager.
If you are really interested in research ... maybe you should get a degree in biostatistics or epidemiology or one of the sciences and focus on that.
Public health is another field that would offer opportunities for health administration careers and/or health research.
If the idea of spending a few years doing actual patient care is a real turn-off for you, I think you should think twice about being a nurse. There are lots of other disciplines that prepare you for careers in healthcare besides nursing.
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