Inexperienced RN

Hello all. I'm new to this site. I'm currently unemployed, living at a remote base in Belgium with my husband. We will be relocating to the US in a few months and I am afraid that I won't be able to get a nursing job because I lack nursing skills/ experience. I know CNA's & CMA's who have more clinical skills than me. I wasn't impressed with my nursing education even though I received good grades. They valued the importance of communication rather than actual clinical skills. So now I know how to communicate therapeutically, but I don't know how to start an IV and I absolulety suck at drawing blood, esp on a peds patient. After graduating in 2002, I landed a job at a peds clinc where I gave shots all day long, attempted caths, and did few blood draws. And now 2-3 years later I've been unemployed and away from the US for over a year. I'm at the point where I feel useless as a nurse...is this even the right career path for me? For those of you who work in a hospital setting, do hospitals provide training for new nurses or just feed them to the wolves? I didn't enjoy my hospital rotation back in college, everyone seemed too stressed and overworked to teach me. I never want to be one of those grumpy, mean, old nurses who like to bite the heads off of new grads...hehe

Bentley