Sep 24, 2007, 11:20 AM
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Sep 24, 2007 at 11:23 AM by Curious1alwys
You will feel too overwhelmed. I think it is just inevitable.
If you have really good organizational skills and time management skills to begin with, you are more likely to feel less stressed.
I don't consider myself good at either of the above and freaked one month into my first RN job on a med surg floor. That, combined with pregnancy hormones (found out I was PG unexpectedly first day orientation), was a BAD mix. My anxiety got the best of me and I quit the job, feeling that ANY job was better than staying with such stress. But, I regret it totally now. I actually feel guilty for doing it now. Now I understand that there is no way out of the stress that is the first year of nursing. I just freaked, like fight or flight. That is what kicks in you know, especially if you have some underlying anxiety problems already. Instead of staying and fighting, I ran... It sucks that you have to get past it...that you are destined to feel like a total mess for at least 6 months...but that is how it is for most people. Now I realize that and am back out looking. I am no longer pregnant (sadly) and researching ways to keep the anxiety down through positive self talk and possibly medications (been on them before). I don't want to leave a job again for the wrong reasons. I am not sure nursing is for me but I would like to become somewhat proficient at it... But that job decision to quit...stupid..stupid..stupid. Life is too short for regrets, I know, but man it is NO FUN being back in the interview/job app process... I am just telling you this, maybe it'll help you. You need to stay and FIGHT if you are in a good workplace and if you know in your heart nursing is right for you. Don't let anxiety get the best of you. If you get to a point where you feel so overwhelmed you can't go on, talk to people (like us) and if that doesn't work.....see your GP. You may need anxiety medicine.
AND....if you are undecided about a specialty, I say Med-Surg hands down or wherever they offer the longest and most thorough orientation program. The quality of the place you work is much more important than the work you are doing at first, IMHO.
GOOD LUCK!
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