Re: Do I Love Nursing? What Day is it?
"Do I love Nursing?"---I have been asking myself this question almost everyday and I assure you I understand every single word you said.
I'm gonna graduate from school this summer but right now I'm already working in the General Surgery Dept. in a hospital. I thought it would be a new start in my life which should make me a little happier but the same problem came to me again---I can't sleep!!
I can't sleep at night or in the day. My friend says it's quite possible for me to get depressed if things don't get better.
I have to put a lot of makeup on my miserable face to look less tired. I try very hard to find out what's wrong with me.
Is it genetic?(Mom and Dad's fault)Is it astrological?(I'm an emotional Cancer)Is it artistic?(Don't creative people always suffer from depression because we are supersensitive and special?)Is it hormonal?Dietary?Philosophical?Environmental?Do i have a chemical imbanlance? Or do I just need to get laid?
Even though I have so many questions I still don't wanna change my profession. I chose to go to nursing school and I had opportunities to do something else but I just didn't give up being a nurse. Everyday I'm doing the same old routines, I get emotional, I get angry, I get exhausted, I get sleepless... just can't figure out what i've been holding on.
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