I can identify with this. I was four months out of nursing school
working in a suburban Oklahoma City hospital when the Murrah Federal Building was bombed. I heard the explosion, and then the phone rang activating the disaster plan and calling in all off-duty personnel. A former office partner on a prior job was one of the 169 victims. Every April 19 I relive the events of that day. The heroes that day were many. I just regret that there weren't more people left to save.