Hello, I have been with TPAPN for almost 4 years. I was addicted to cocaine. I was made to restart, because I was working extra shifts and on call hours, which is in violation of my contract. I am not working at this time and I have to find a job soon, or my case will be turned over to the board. Does anyone have any idea what that might entail? What happpens if one is reported to the board? I have been in compliance with TPAPN, except for the blunder mentioned above, I guess that super nurse in me came out. I admit that it was a stupid mistake and I have learned from it, but I am doing all that I know how to do to remain clean and sober. Actually four years clean and sober is very good. Does anyone have any input? Broken hearted, I love nursing and I just want to get back to doing what I love to do. I want to get on with my life. I feel stagnated and stuck.