Confessions Of A Nurse Who Compulsively Eats

Compulsive eating disorder, also known as binge eating disorder, is a problem for millions of sufferers. However, this affliction lingers in the shadow of less prevalent eating disorders such as anorexia and bulimia nervosa. The purpose of this article is to shed some light on compulsive eating disorder. Nurses Announcements Archive Article

I've previously mentioned that an individual cannot begin to address a problem without first admitting that he or she has one. Well, my name is TheCommuter and I am a long-time compulsive eater. There it is!

Compulsive eating disorder, also referred to as binge eating disorder, entails periods in which the afflicted person consumes large quantities of food without regard to feelings of physical hunger or fullness. Also, compulsive eaters greatly outnumber bulimics and anorexics in the United States. According to the Binge Eating Disorder Association (2011), this problem affects more than eight million men and women and accounts for three times the number of those diagnosed with anorexia and bulimia together.

Professionals and experts have long argued that compulsive eating patterns have a strong emotional component.

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Thompson (2011) contends that compulsive overeating is characterized by uncontrollable eating and consequent weight gain. Compulsive overeaters use food as a way to cope with stress, emotional conflicts and daily problems. The food can block out feelings and emotions. Compulsive overeaters usually feel out of control and are aware their eating patterns are abnormal. Like bulimics, compulsive overeaters do recognize they have a problem.
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Signs and symptoms of compulsive eating:
  • Binge eating
  • Fear of not being able to stop eating voluntarily
  • Depression
  • Self-deprecating thoughts following binges
  • Withdrawing from activities because of embarrassment about weight
  • Going on many different diets
  • Eating little in public, while maintaining a high weight
  • Believing they will be a better person when thin
  • Feelings about self based on weight
  • Social and professional failures attributed to weight
  • Feeling tormented by eating habits
  • Weight is focus of life

Compulsive Eating .........Causes, Signs and Symptoms, Complications, Getting Help

Multiple health problems may happen as the result of long-standing compulsive eating disorder, including putting on weight that leads to overweight and obesity, joint pain, high blood pressure, sleep apnea, type 2 diabetes, digestive issues, cardiac disease, and a whole host of other ailments. If left uncontrolled, the compulsive overeater might endure an untimely death.

I first noticed that I had a distorted relationship with food during my middle childhood years. My father was verbally abusive toward me, especially when he was drunk, and I numbed the emotional pain with food. After all, eating felt much better than bursting into tears on a daily basis after hearing my father tell me that I was stupid or that he would put his foot "up my ***." In addition, my mother started anesthetizing her emotional issues in her early twenties by overeating. She still compulsively overeats to this very day, and has the morbidly obese body habitus, type 2 diabetes, hypertension, and stage 3 chronic kidney disease to show for it.

Having never learned to properly deal with emotions, I spent my middle childhood and adolescence as a slightly overweight girl. I never quite became obese because I would go on a strict diet as soon as the weight scale would creep upward. Even so, I always regained the pounds plus more since my warped eating habits always returned with full force.

One day, at age 26, I got onto the scale and was horrified to see that I weighed 216 pounds, which is hefty on a short 5'1" frame. I was now obese! While compulsively eating, I would always tell myself that this would be my last unhealthy meal while promising to make drastic changes with diet and exercise tomorrow. To keep a long story short, I changed my eating habits by attempting to separate emotion from food, and ended up losing enough pounds to achieve a near-normal weight.

I am 31 years old and will always have issues with food. In fact, I still binge on occasion after a rough shift at work because it feels comforting. I wish I could seek professional help for this problem and the rest of my underlying emotional issues, but I am uninsured at this time. Millions of people are compulsive eaters, the majority of whom are keenly aware that something is very wrong. Overeaters Anonymous (www.oa.org) is a free resource. With the proper help, compulsive eating disorder can be conquered.

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Commuter,

I too am a compulsive eater - I've found some success in taking up hobbies that occupy my hands (you should see some of the stuff I make), and in giving myself 'permission' to binge on certain foods - while saving others for cravings, and in only treat size amounts.

I'm still about 130 lbs over weight - but that's 40 less than it used to be, and I still enjoy eating.

More importantly, perhaps, is that my children are forming a much healthier relationship with food.

*hugs*

Specializes in LTC, Management, MDS Nurse, Rehab.
Wow !! I am glad to see I am not alone .I am at my biggest ever now 340lb and barley tie my shoes and had to go out and get slip ons I also got myself stuck in both the last time I went out with my friends so that has to be a new low,I am looking into bypass surgery at this point I also have a bad Compulsive shopping problem that started after my mom died I do not even remember buying most of the stuff I order and have unopened boxes of stuff all over the place .

I have had lapband surgery and am now a member of OA .

Specializes in LTC, CPR instructor, First aid instructor..

I am a veteran of WW. I lost a lot of weight on that wonderful program, but after I got very ill, I was placed on massive doses of Prednisone, and I was continuously famished. I eventually went up to 305 lbs. but lost some of it naturally. I don't get very hungry most of the time now, but due to my current physical condition, I'm unable to exercise or walk very far at all. So I am limited.

Surgeons refuse to operate on me. They won't give me any sort of anesthesia due to my condition. Otherwise, I would have gotten the bariatric bypass surgery long ago. I am thankful that I don't gain weight now though.

If you're hungry for more food than your body needs, it's not food that you're hungry for.

That sentence helps me when I am full but stull want to eat, eat, eat. I try to drink a bunch of water, rest, comfort myself until the craving passes.

Congrats to all of you who are talking about this. It seems to be such a personal issue and making it "public" must be a good thing. We are all so different in how we handle our stressors. I for one, could never binge food. When I am depressed I stop eating! I got so thin once that I had to have my gall bladder removed. I heard years later in the ER doc talking to a patient how so many people that have lost weight end up with gallstones something I never heard of.

Specializes in LTC, Management, MDS Nurse, Rehab.
Congrats to all of you who are talking about this. It seems to be such a personal issue and making it "public" must be a good thing. We are all so different in how we handle our stressors. I for one, could never binge food. When I am depressed I stop eating! I got so thin once that I had to have my gall bladder removed. I heard years later in the ER doc talking to a patient how so many people that have lost weight end up with gallstones something I never heard of.

Under eating is also considered a eating disorder talked about at OA. I lost a buch of weight before pregnancy and ended up with gall stones .. Rapids weightloss from weight loss surgery is also known to lead to gall stones. :)

Specializes in Peds Medical Floor.
Wow !! I am glad to see I am not alone .I am at my biggest ever now 340lb and barley tie my shoes and had to go out and get slip ons I also got myself stuck in both the last time I went out with my friends so that has to be a new low,I am looking into bypass surgery at this point I also have a bad Compulsive shopping problem that started after my mom died I do not even remember buying most of the stuff I order and have unopened boxes of stuff all over the place .

I looked into having lap band surgery and the psychologist actually told me not to get it because people with binge eating disorder tend to gain all the weight and then some. Just be careful.

Commuter,

I too am a compulsive eater - I've found some success in taking up hobbies that occupy my hands (you should see some of the stuff I make), and in giving myself 'permission' to binge on certain foods - while saving others for cravings, and in only treat size amounts.

I'm still about 130 lbs over weight - but that's 40 less than it used to be, and I still enjoy eating.

More importantly, perhaps, is that my children are forming a much healthier relationship with food.

*hugs*

I'm trying to do this now. Learning to play piano and knit. :)

If you're hungry for more food than your body needs, it's not food that you're hungry for.

That sentence helps me when I am full but stull want to eat, eat, eat. I try to drink a bunch of water, rest, comfort myself until the craving passes.

No offense, but this is what someone without BED would say. I literally can't think of anything but food when I'm in a binge mindset. The longer I put it off, the worse it is. The more I eat when I finally do give in. I get shaky, my heart pounds, and my mind races. I get super fidgety. It's awful. Just the thought of eating calms me down. The minute I put food in my mouth I start to relax even more. It's so f'd up. Music and running help, but it is so hard. I'm at least 100 lbs overweight.

I looked into having lap band surgery and the psychologist actually told me not to get it because people with binge eating disorder tend to gain all the weight and then some. Just be careful.
I am not getting the lap band but I came close there is a doctor here that will give you one in a week if you pay cash . a friend of mine got one from him and it was messed up. I wanted one so bad .but when I went to set up the payments he wanted me sign papers that I knew the surgery may kill me because I could not get a clearance i also had bad wezing at this time and told him i could not breath well and he told me "no proplem " they will breath for you ????he then told me to go find a blood test that had a low white count because the one he had was bad and the hospital would not take it . Iwalked out at that point I walked out . I am now going to a good doctor but it will be at least 5 months for I will an ok .

I have binging tendencies as well. My weight constantly fluctuates by 10-20 pounds. I wake up and go to sleep thinking of food. Constantly eating just because I enjoy it, not because I'm hungry. I am unhappy with my current weight but have no self-control. I haven't determined what triggered this for me..may be worth looking into. Does this ever happen for no clear cause?

I have binge eating disorder. It's not uncommon for me to get a half dozen donuts in the morning AFTER eating breakfast and down them on the way to work in secret. I've had eating disorders since I'm 7 and I'm so screwed up from it all that I don't know the first thing about normal eating. I've tried working with dieticians who specialize with eating disorders and do really well for a while and then fall off the wagon after a few weeks. It's so frustrating!

Specializes in Case mgmt., rehab, (CRRN), LTC & psych.
I haven't determined what triggered this for me..may be worth looking into. Does this ever happen for no clear cause?
Binge-eating is usually triggered during one's growing-up years when eating patterns are first formed. However, a traumatic experience in early adulthood might have triggered it. Who knows. All I know is that the vast majority of binge eating has some type of emotional component.

Another theory exists which explains that some people have more addictive personalities than others. I come from a family full of addicts (alcohol, drugs, food) who are using nonconstructive ways to numb their emotional turmoil. After all, if we're eating even when we're not hungry, we're addicted to the food.

I should also mention that my maternal grandmother weighed more than 400 pounds when she died more than ten years ago. She was a food addict and compulsive eater who feasted on every edible part of the pig.

Specializes in LTC, Management, MDS Nurse, Rehab.

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