I'm so happy to be accepted for a neonatal job. But i had to turn it down and now I feel terrible
I went to the interview anyway and thought being accepted would make me feel a lot better about things and give me confidence that I can do it again, but if anything I feel worse. One of the main reasons is I accepted another job before the interview came up and my start date is in 2 days, so I feel as though I've dedicated myself to doing that one. Also it could be 2 months before I can even begin and it's been a long time for me not earning. It's not that I don't want to work where I will be, it's my first job and I'm exctied to start there and everyone sounds lovely.
I hope to get this chance again and I hope they will still consider me in the future and not be put off by me turning it down. All I ever want to do is neonatal nursing. It's just bad timing, but it was a pretty big intake of new nurses and so it was fairly good odds from the start. I've got a bad feeling that next time won't be so smooth. I guess all I can do is keep bugging them until I get another interview :chuckle
Sorry to droan on, but I do feel better for venting though