getting discouraged...

Don't know anything about same day; but, have you considered the ED? With what you said, "I feel like I'd rather have the patients come to me, do what needs to be done, and send them on their way," you might be suited for emergency nursing. With the floor nursing experience, you would also be able to handle the admits easily. The only problem could be the pt load. Find out the max in your ED and if its less than what you have on the floor, it might be just what you are looking for.

9:1 that is crazy and just plain wrong !!!! i have heard of some hospitals are 10: 1 where i work it's 6:1 and that is enough for me... i barely do 6 somedays.. you poor girl...i maybe you could find a better job

I've heard that a lot of folks bailed out of Mountainside after the sale so as to stay with AHS and maintain their pensions. Not confirmed, just something I heard that might explain the shortstaffing.