Re: Neuro--tell me why you do/don't like it!!
Great thread. I started in 1974 so I guess I know a few dinasaurs by now. Did ER, Surg, Tele, Step down, CVICU, MSICU, MICU, and Neruo twice. Neuro seems to be home for the last 10 years. My thoughts.
At first it scared me more than a fresh heart crashing. A lot more. Then I realized it was because I didn't work at learning enough to know what was going on. Having taught neruo for the last 5 years that seems to be the route cause of everyone's fear.
First, find a good teacher and read read read. Ask every MD to explain. When you get conflicting answers just keep asking and reading. And realize that in neuro you can have more than one answer. Neuro is like doing cross word puzzles. At first you don't do well. Over time you begin to see the patterns. Then you begin to see the cleaver little twists to try and throw you off. I made it a game between myself and the docs to see who could figure it out.
Then I allowed myself to be wrong and not beat myself up but just go back more determined. Sometimes what you are seeing is an early stage so it is not clear what is happening. In those cases it is a matter of what is most likely and working from there. Learning to do a good neuro exam is KEY. Practice it until it is fluid.
I was lucky. I had a position that was like working with House MD. Only four of them. Each was recognized as being top for the state. I can't tell you how hard it was to see them take one look and diagnose from across the room and I was having to stand there and say " I don't know." My job was to triage all neuro cases coming into the hospital. Every single day I went home and read... determined to match them. Can't say I could match them in everything but I got damn good at strokes and stroke mimics. Knew I arrived when I could disagree with them and show them why they were wrong.
Now why do I like it after all that. After all the other fields it was a challenge. It made me think about brain function in different ways. I learned that the brain is magical and yet deals with the world on a yes/no basis. Something either works or it doesn't. And, there is that range in between were it is like a reostat for a light. On a lot or on a little. Off a lot or off a little. Still just an extention of the on/off but just to degrees.
I think I like being able to figure it out and know that my patients need someone who will stay there and figure it out. I feel that I can understand their thoughts even when they can't communicate. I try to put my mind in thier body and "see" what is wrong. I try to feel their energy and read their needs.
May sound a little strange but it is like taking care of your child. After a while you learn what they are feeling, you can hear them suddenly scream outside and know if it is play or something is wrong. That scream has a nuance that defines it. So does neuro. And neuro is energy. Little elec charges used for one cell to talk to it's neighbors and sometimes they chat in groups, wrap it all up and it is called function.
I teach students to focus on observation. Take time to watch every pt and after a while you will see that nuance before it becomes a crisis. I like turning the mystery into simple functions that either work correctly or don't.
Regardless of the dicipline you will see tragedy. In those cases it is what you do to ease the burden or transition. Love em like they are your kids and you will love neurology. Like your kids sometimes they aren't all that loveable but you still do.
Oh yes, neuro surgeons can be the biggest Ass. It ain't easy for them either, especially when they can't count on
you telling them what is going on. You are their eyes and ears and they are dead tired and cranky. Got to love them too and then love yourself for doing it. You are special, it ain't easy reading minds but you can do it.
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