Taken nclex pn for second time think I failed did the trick it didn't work.

I took my nclex pn for the second time and I think I failed again. I am beating myself up so bad and can't stop crying I just want to pass so bad. I have never been a real good test taker I go blank and maybe read to much into it I don't even know what I do wrong. Does anyone know any review courses in IL I can take to help me. Please help! Thank you