Quote from llg
Why are you still looking to your teacher? You graduated. What you do after that is none of the school's business. Stand on your own two feet and take responsibility for your own decisions -- like an adult. Your former teacher does not need to be involved.
It's true that it's none of the school's business. I'm actually taking the board tomorrow. I am an adult, I do stand my own feet, I do make my own decision. I was just there to help my colleagues. It's just discouraging when people say negative things. My teacher is been like that since the beginning of the school year. You're right, my teacher does not need to be involved.
My colleagues have worse problems than I am. The school is holding their papers until they have proof that they are really studying. The person who runs the school is actually my teacher. That's why we are force to study by the school. My teacher will not release our application paper for the board unless we are competent. My teacher wants 100 percent passing because if any one of us fails, the school grade will go down and the school will be on probation.
for me, on the other hand. I received my confirmation. I went to see my colleagues at school because they need help. And that's how I end up seeing that "witch" in my school. She talked to me about my board exam. I told her that it's on wednesday, then she just said "I don't think you are ready yet."
Yes, my teacher should not be involve, but after hearing that word "You are not ready yet" I have to prove myself that I am ready by taking her test. Which I passed, but she thinks I'm not good enough. She wants me to cancel my exam. I just lied to her about cancelling, because I know myself that I am ready.
I was thinking last night, and talk some of my friends. I think she is just doing that to help me realize that N-CLEX board is not an easy task. Which means that I have to put in my head that N-CLEX is not a practice test that you will see your mistakes with rationales. It's like going to a war. One bullet on your head, it's the end of the line.
Well, I'm not afraid to take the N-CLEX tomorrow. I realized that the reason I was afraid taking the NCLEX it's because I might end up closing the school. You know what, after yesterday drama, I don't really care what will happen to the school. All I can think of that I'm actually happy that I been studying for 3 months, 7 days a week. And this is it, the moment I've been waiting for since the beginning of the school. I'm actually taking the BOARD EXAM TOMORROW...WOOOOOOT:spin:!!!! =D