Ok, so i took my nclex-pn yesterday and i feel like a failure....i know it's not good to be so negative but i just have that feeling deep down that i didnt pass
.... everybody else that was in my class that has takin it so far has stoped at 85 questions and passed....once my test kept going passed 90 i felt like i was being punished for something wrong i did...like karma was coming back to teach me a lesson... when it shut off at 140 i almost fell out of chair...i felt like screaming and crying at the same time!!!!
one of the wrost life experiances hands down!!! my test had a lil of everything in it!!!! a million select all!!!! i cried the whole way home...i just dont know what to do with my self... my friends keep telling me it's going to b ok but they have no idea what i am going thru....i'm now at work and having to deal with everybody asking me how it went..all i can say is if i'm not here tomorrow ( i find out my results tomorrow at 6:30am!) then i failed... i want to crawl into a hole and go to sleep untill then...i have to much riding on this it's unbelieveable....i need a higher paying job so i can go along with my plan of buying a home in june...my father is flying down on thursday and i want so bad to be able to celebrate!!! the girls from my class are going out for drinks this weekend and i want to be able to go...i want to be able to tell everybody at work that i passed!! OMG I feel like i;m going to cry right now at my desk....maybe i didnt study enough.... god help me please!!! i want this so bad!!! i want to work as nurse already!!!!