so, still not done reading my book.. and i can't seem to remember things/topics that i've read
(well, except for delusional jealousy, because there's this girl who's a total whackadoo!! sending me sarcastic angry msgs online just bcoz i sent a greeting to her bf, WHO'S A VERY GOOD FRIEND OF MINE BY THE WAY.. happy birthday

)
especially when it comes to pharma.. the books is just so overwhelming.. iam really sick and tired of this.. i've been doing this since last year.. i want this one to be my last this time.. really2 want to nail it!!

.. but everytime i try to take the exam mode my scores suck big time!!

and according to other people.. saunders is just a piece of cake.. too easy.. not even close to the real thing etc etc.. so most of the time i end up feeling very low and sad.. how the hell am I going to pass this exam
6 weeks left and iam not even done with the book!! more than half to go!!

my mom said that i should have faith and believe that only the things that i know is going to pop out of the screen bacause God knows what i need.. (do i make sense?) but she's been telling me that since my first take.. and still i can't make it..
well.. moderate anxiety.. pushing through severe.. that's why im sharing my stuff (or should i say crap) with you guys.. just to give me some kind of relief.. and asking for some advise as well..
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