Re: Burnout rate-experienced nurses reply
Although I have a number of years nursing under my belt, this is my first year in ICU. I started in August.
The last two shifts have me questioning my ability to withstand nursing in ICU in general/maybe this ICU in particular. Both days involved trying to get orders for patients who were being ignored by the primary team. On the second day, the primary team was a family practice doctor who is notorious for not answering pages and refusing to order what is needed. The charge nurse said she has had to deal with him her whole career and he's an a**, but I'll learn to deal with it.
But I CAN NOT. I can not deal with this. I can not tolerate nursing pushing the buttons for all care on a patient. The physician should be competent and involved enough to know what the patient needs. He had the gall to tell me when he rounded (at 11am, after I had paged him three times that morning without an answer) "well you know what she needs more than me, so just write what you need and sign my name after it."
What the he**?? She's critically ill, I've been here on my won for seven months and you want me to treat her?? She was vented, her MR was +4, she was in CHF, I begged for an art line and was able to get her CO (3.6), and he wouldn't order fluids despite her pressures being in the 70's and wanted me to give her blood pressure medications, and dobutamine and dopamine weren't working, her UO was crap and I'm supposed to be in charge.
Nursing talked to family and we got them to agree on DNR and it took me three hours to get him on the phone to get that changed. The office said "oh yeah we just ran the messages back to him" and I asked how often he gets messages and they said twice a day.
How am I supposed to care for a patient like this. I can not. I can not do this.
I want to quit, but I feel like I am giving up if I do. Not all patients have this particular doc, and we are starting an intensivists program, but for now they will only handle certain cases. I will still run into this problem and it makes me crazy. I can;t work under these conditions. I don't know what to do.
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