Thanks. I have a giant Standard Poodle, 80-lbs. I never thought I was a poodle person, but I am now. My boy is 9 years old, all grey around the mouth now, wheezy and arthritic but he still tries to play and chase a ball as long as we only do it once, haha. I know you love your tiny poodle. When Minky passes I will definitely get another poodle--a smaller one, though.

I like you screen name.. I have a toy poodle that I absolutely adore!!

Thanks for the pat on the back. Yes, I have a giant Standard Poodle. He's old and arthritic, but he's still good for a walk around the block a couple times a day.

Things have been pretty bad for the past 6 months, but i'm beginning to see some light at the end of the tunnel. I am re-evaluating what I want to do when I grow up(!) I've been a nurse for 31 years and I still love it. I just need something that doesn't eat me alive.

Depression is such a tricky illness. It robs me of everything pleasurable and makes up lies to my brain. I get so I can't trust what I'm feeling or thinking. I thank God for good therapy and medications. Good food and exercise is a big part of my treatment, as well.

I hope you can also get some relief soon.

Mustlove, I can relate b/c I think I have been having a bout of depression myself. In my case it is just situational and I know it will pass. It must have been really bad for you if you were put out on disability for it. Hang in there, dont give up. Now that the nice weather is coming it may lift your mood. I find that exercise does wonders for my mood. You dont have to train for a triathalon, just do a little more activity than you normally do and you might find it makes you feel better. The hardest part is making yourself get up and go. Take those poodles out for a walk(if you really have poodles) and hopefully your meds will kick in soon and you will feel better. Best of luck to you!