CaliMSN

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1. Clean but freaked out

   CaliMSN replied to CaliMSN's topic in Recovery

   Thanks. Of course I'll get a full workup done sooner than later. Just sitting here letting my anxiety get out of control and wondering if I'm getting myself all worked up over nothing. Scares the crap out of me to think I could have put my health at ...

2. Clean but freaked out

   CaliMSN posted a topic in Recovery

   I am a nurse who was diverting drugs. I am clean now, getting treatment, everything in my life has changed, finally getting my **** together but I am freaking out thinking about one of the ways I was stealing. When i I was desperate. If the patient ...

3. IV bolus

   CaliMSN posted a topic in General Students

   When I pull fluid (like propfol) from the port above the pump where is the fluid coming from? The bag or does some come from the tubing below?

4. Got caught. Relived. But now what?

   CaliMSN replied to CaliMSN's topic in Recovery

   Sorry. Double checked and I can't receive PMs yet. But my director made it sound like I could keep my job, just not pass narcotics (totally impossible). He didn't mention any kind of program but said he would have to get details from HR. Naturally I'...

5. Got caught. Relived. But now what?

   CaliMSN replied to CaliMSN's topic in Recovery

   I think I have the ability to receive PMs? New to the site but would greatly appreciate any advice I can get in a more private setting

6. Got caught. Relived. But now what?

   CaliMSN posted a topic in Recovery

   Been diverting for prob a year now (please don't judge me, I feel bad enough). I've tried many different ways to get sober and all have failed. Well today I got busted. Hospital has been auditing me, which is embarrassing on its own. After denying, ...