Re: I never thought I would say this...
This is not unusual, especially for new nurses. School gave the illusion that nursing is a fair and compassionate profession, but the real world will wake you up quickly. I had my license since 2006 and I still get overwhelmed occasionally, but I learned to cope. I take more time to relax during my days and time off and I have also found 'safe' shortcuts to make my life easier.
It takes at least a year or two to really get it together...remember, you are just entering into the field! So many things to consider, and the only way to learn is to gain experience. In addition, as unfortunate as it can be, we learn the best through our mistakes, even medication errors. I learned from mine when I will absolutely not be disturbed, if I have a doubt in my mind to double, even triple check and ask someone else. I can't promise you much, but believe me, you WILL become more efficient, knowledgable and confident as time goes on. You are not incompetent, you are NEW and INEXPERIENCED...and that is different from being apathetic and uncaring.
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