How could i not know what i want?

Hi everyone----i have been an lpn in ohio for over 14 years--worked most of them in a hospital, then assisted living, and now -prn in an occupational health clinic. I have to find another job because we are in a financial mess-but here is my problem----i want to keep my prn job and find something part time or prn----but i know ltc, ass. Living, and hospitals are not for me any more....i recently lost my mom and it has been very difficult and still is..........i know that i cannot handle fast paced , stressful situations. So-that leaves me with a dilemma of where to look for work? I thought of home health visits, but can't seem to find a job-------i don't think i can do private cases---i would go out of my mind with boredom. Not sure if docs hire for a few days a week-but these jobs are never advertised-----anybody in cleveland, ohio doing anything interesting? Thanks.