Hi.. its me again.. the nurse falling apart.
I talked with a manager today... explained feeling so stressed and that I am crying all the time...
"Well sometimes Hospice is not for everyone"
Let me put it straight.... I love Hospice... I love seeing and taking care of my patients. I feel right now that they are pushing all of us beyond what we can handle.
I dont want to leave.... but I think I should.... I think the management need to be realistic in how to run it. We have some knock down best nurses in the area... that would give everything for this job... problem is.. they are giving everything and have nothing left for themselves or for their family.
Right... now... I am just looking for ideas on what y'all do to destress
what thing do you do daily.
I am very spiritual... and even my devotional meditations are not enough Im a big ball of nerves and and tightened muscles..lol
I never was that before....
Husband says to leave... do something else.... but I do love this work so...
I feel like I am letting this beat me... I can do this... .