This job is not the right fit for you. Keep looking for the right match.
You sound like you are working hard in a situation where you are
not respected by your manager. Nursing is such that often you can not
count on coworkers to give you credit as well for a job well done.
These factors are related to management style and expectations of staff.
Management should encourage true teamwork and harmony.
If it is dysfunctional, keep moving on.
Try to find what you love in nursing. Join that nursing organization and
network. Take a class or ceus. Aim for a new goal.
Listen to your heart.
No one navigates your nursing journey but you. Improve on the
constructive criticism that is relevant and true. Disregard the game playing which can
prevent you from growing.....
Take good care of your
Best wishes for a new horizon.
Please keep us posted.