I am a bit stressed out. I'm in school right now and work has been bothering me, more so some of the idiots that I work with. And I'm just getting to the point where I am dreading going in and I get anxious about it. I do love my job. I love the SICU, I just hate some of my coworkers. I had to deal with immaturity and unprofessionalism the other night that ya'll would no believe. I mean they are posting crap all over the unit as a joke and we just had this huge meeting two weeks ago about how the complaints we are getting from family members about some people's unprofessionalism. Not only that, instead of being worried about keeping their job, they are worried that I am going to ruin all of their fun. Also, I got written up the other day, I infused tubefeeds via NGT rather that the J-tube of a patient who just had a whipple procedure.
Now I'm extra on edge. I'm a good nurse damn it, I know I am. But I feel like the stupid issues at work are enough to drive me crazy. I've expressed a lot of my concerns with my manager and she is working to get the unit straightened out. I can't sleep sometimes and if I do, I sleep longer than I want. I can't concentrate, notice how I am just jumping all over in this stupid post. I am constantly worrying about things. I'm cutting myself off from a lot of people at work and working to make friends with people on the outside. And I always feel hungry. I seriously need therapy and need to get on meds but I'm so freaking embarassed to go to a doc regarding it. Don't know what to do.