Am I crazy to be a nurse considering the AF?

Hi,

I'm a new grad nurse who recently started working at a nursing home. There weren't many available positions in my area so I felt this would be a good start. While I attended nursing school, I never thought I would end up in long term care. I've looked at it as a positive thing - gaining a little experience prior to attending the AF NTP program (if I am accepted). Every few days - I have a bad day. It just seems like everything goes haywire - this resident needs a PRN, this one needs stat vitals because they can't stand up on their own two feet - this family member is upset that their loved one didn't receive their lunch on time - ugg. When I drive home I wonder how I will ever survive as a military nurse. I am hoping that AF nursing is different than a nursing home however, are your peers in the AF generally supportive? Are superiors respectful or do they stomp all over you? I am praying that I haven't set myself up to believe that AF nursing will be my niche (spelling) as I really, truly, deeply hope it will. I am praying that it will be a career that I am happy to have - one that I in which I can learn and be comfortable as well as take pride in. I have worked so hard to become a nurse and feel I will be most satisfied caring for our armed forces / veterans but am afraid that I might be living in a pipe dream. Does anyone have any input or advice? Please help