Re: Need some encouraging words as new grad in LTC
Hi,
I was in somewhat a similar situation as you 5 months ago. It took me half a year of hardwork searching, basically flaunting my resume and cover letter to all the hospitals in NY.

After harassing the nurse recruiters through phone/email/fax, and getting the same answers, I started looking for nursing home jobs/LTC. I was so grateful when one decided to hire me.
I would say orientation was also bearable, trying to absorb every little detail possible, which is impossible. Med pass scares the hell out of me because sometimes the residents would make a long line and I feel my stomach turning trying to get vitals, contraindications, etc.

Getting the whole picture on a pt is so hard. I really disliked the paperwork because I felt the system was so outdated and I have been trained to chart everything on the computer.
One thing I did enjoy was calling the doctors for abnormal lab results, because after awhile you can kind of predict what new orders there would be. When the doctors do come for their monthly/weekly renewals, they are very friendly and some really don't mind answering my questions.
I felt really left out at times, because everyone had so much time to socialize. Not that I care about socializing and making friends during work, but I also felt like a chicken trying to do everything I aimed to do within my shift.
I also felt so pressured to delegate to the CNA's. It got a little better over time.
OK ENOUGH RAMBLING:
The result of my LTC experience, I didn't quit until I made sure I had another job. I went on 2 interviews during my orientation, and when I was certain I had a job in the hospital, I gave them 3 weeks notice. I thanked them a million times for hiring me during the hard economic times. Surprisingly, most of the people there were so supportive. They encouraged me to go to the hospital to learn more.
What I'm trying to say is, don't lose your heart for wanting to be a good nurse. If you don't feel that LTC is giving you great experience, you should start looking elsewhere. Your facility sounds like you can gain a lot of experience, and learning from the elderly is a gem.
My preceptor, whom I call my "mother," told me one of the smartest nurses is a nursing home nurse and I agree. There is so much involved. Whereever you end up, I feel that you will be a great nurse because you care. Hang in there. Whatever path you choose to take, as long as you keep learning, you will be a great nurse.
P.S. I made a master sheet during orientation. I made my preceptor check off some things for me. On the master sheet, I had the pt's names, and columns of "crush med, PEG tube, Fingerstick, Other" I just check off whatever my pt has, and during med pass, I can refer to the sheet, and it really helps. GOOD LUCK!
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