Good Morning Everyone!!
Well, I just have to say (or whine really) I want to get on with the rest of my life!!! Ug! I'm so frustrated right now, I hate my job & I REALLY hate the commute. Ack! It took me over an hour and a half to get in to work today!
Now, I know I'm not a very patient person, but jeeze! I hate knowing exactly what I want to do and how to do it and still have to wait 2 years to do it! It's so unbelieveably frustrating working on my prerequisites for 2 years (1 or 2 at a time) while working full time. The even more frustrating part is that I only have a few pre-req's to work on! I could technically have finished them all easily in 1 or 2 semesters if I could be a full time student. I keep telling myself..."it's almost over" but "only one more year" seems so very far away right now! I realize I don't have much of choice right now, I have a few bills I need to pay off before I quit my job but dammit all my clocks are tickin'! I also want to start having a family but I want to wait till I'm done with nursing school to start that so that'll be at least 3 years down the road! ugh!
On the bright side! I'm excited about my CNA course this semester! I feel like I'm at least finally getting somewhere! Human Development and Math doesn't exactly give me the impression that I'm off to bigger & better things! You know what I mean? My Med Dosage class was cool too...so I do feel like I'm at least getting somewhere! Does anyone else feel like this? I can't possibly be the only one! I guess the bottom line is that I just need to Breath in, Breath out...Take another deep breath and...Be Patient!
Thanks for listening! :kiss
Jul 24, '02
oh i hear you hunny!
i didn't know what i wanted to do with the rest of my life as graduation neared. i finaly decided on nursing. but i was to late to take my chemistry's at that point so i had to go back for them the following year. i had to take both 11 chem in order to take 12. so that's what i did when 11 was almost over i got really sick and was diagnosed with cancer i spent the next 8 months figthing and beating that and when back to scool in september for chem again. after being sick i had a new kinda passion for being a nurse and wanted to get started as soon as possible. so i convinced the school to let me skip 11 chem and just take 12 since i already got most of it and the university only looks at the mark for 12. so i got through that, applied to nursing school and completed my 1st year...it was super frustrating for me to watch girls that were only one year older than me that i had gone to school with for my entire life just one grade behing graduate while i was just in first year. i have i wonderful man :kiss and we want to get married and start a fammilly as soon as i'm done school and can get out there and start making some money too. and that unfortunately wont be for another 3 years at least. i want to be married live in a nice house and have a baby soooo bad. but i would be way to hard to do all that, financially especially while i'm in school.
i say we start an emotional supprt group :chuckle
Last edit by Nursemelo on Jul 24, '02