Trouble

To anyone that'll listen,

I'm starting to feel like I'm losing steam and passion. I finished my first semester (out of 4) towards my BSN. I finished my med/surg clinical and my first med/surg class. In my program we also take patho/pharmacology , as well. I suppose I'm starting to really feel this pressure of school and being "the best". Everyone is so competitive and I just don't want to be involved because I feel as though if I didn't have this looming anxiety of competition I would be learning so much more. I'm SURE everyone has experienced this competitive nature. Is the problem me or is it just a general issue?

I'm currently in my OB rotation and I really dig it and the patients (mom and babies are the best). I just needed to vent...


Thanks for listening,


-dib