I'm really struggling to not sink underwater. Everything was going smoothly in my OB rotation, I felt like I knew the material and it was really exciting seeing new procedures ect.
Then I get a D on a quiz... talk about a slap in the face.
On top of that, I have a professor who is extremely disorganized and doesn't even know how to give helpful tips on what to improve on. Just makes me feel like an idiot when she said "I don't know what to tell you to make it sink into your brain".
All my insecurities from year one rush back. How am I supposed to make it through next year with my sinking self-esteem?
I have not had a single instructor during clinical give me any positive feedback. At. All. Of course Ive had great nurses that were nice and instructors that were nice, but I feel like I'm barely getting through.
Part of me wants to escape with the little bit of dignity I still have!
But I'm not a quitter and will try to pass.... I just want to know if anyone went through this sense of dread and felt better as time passed?