I need to blow off a little steam and get some ideas about how to balance school and kids.
Facts -
I am in my 1st semester of school. I have two 15 year-olds (boy & girl). I also have a 23 year-old step daughter who is staying with us until she begins law school. My husband travels most of the week.
Step daughter has been helping out some with meals, which is a godsend.
Daughter is a varsity soccer player plus a member of a travel team. I've tried to make every attempt to get to her games so far, even if I sit there with a book.
Son is pretty clueless that I'm even in school.
Problem -
I'm so stressed out by the amount of work I have to do. My school starts you in clinicals right away and there is a ton of pre- and post-work on top of reading, homework, papers, etc.
My house is a disaster and I feel like I don't have a minute to myself. I'm up until 1 every night and back up before 6.
My dear daughter just had a melt down when I refused to go out to dinner because I have to study. She said all I ever do is study. Everything is school, school, school. And then she listed everything I don't do anymore. I'm afraid I didn't handle it very well.
Everyone around me doesn't seem to realize how difficult this is for a 43 year-old. I passed my dosage calculation test last week and burst into tears! Even when I try to explain, I get a "you can do it" talk and then its right back to expecting everything the way it used to be with Mom available at a drop of a hat.
Please tell me I'm not alone and it will get better. I hate to think that the next 2 years will be a constant repeat of tonight.