Today, one of my instructors told me that I have scattered thinking and am not organized. I misunderstood an assignment and submitted the wrong thing. I also missed the due date of my independent clinical. I have 3 classes this semester and I work full time. I just took on too much. My clinical instructor doesn't think that I will be able to handle the demands of a nurses schedule.. She told me that I need to be real with myself. She said that she is not the only instructor that feels this way. I have not been approached by any other instructors. I did miss one clinical for another class and sent an email instead of calling the unit. I got a U and I haven't had an incident since. I got an S for the semester in that class. Well, I broke down in her office and cried (I hate doing this, but I am a sensitive person and just can't seem to stop myself). After everything she said that she might be willing to work with me. I'm just so torn. I keep getting feedback that I am not up to par and I just keep pedaling along. Why would they expect me to quit. I am not a quitter. If I fail, I will try, try again. I just am not the type of person to walk away unless I have exhausted all the resources available, but I kind of get the feeling they want me to.