I was just reading your post and my heart really went out to you. How well, do I know about the disappointments in life; but just remember that this is just a test of your faith. What I had to learn was that everything that we go through is to make you stronger. Presevere is the word. I just got off of my knees praying for everyone in the world going through all situations. I have been through it all when it comes to relationships. But by the GRACE GOD KEPT ME AND HE IS GOING TO KEEP YOU AND YOU CHILDREN TOO. Everytime the enemy comes to attack you just say "THE DEVIL IS A LIE!!!!! Don't let the enemy steal your joy. Here are a couple of scriptures for you to meditate on and please do not hesitate to email me. I love you and just remember "THE BEST IS YET TO COME!!!!" JESUS IS THE REASON FOR THE SEASON.
LOOSED FROM DISCOURAGEMENT:
2 Corinthians 4:8-10
Please keep the faith and just meditate on these scriptures and just cry out to God and he will hear your prayers.
"But as for you, brethren, do not grow weary in doing good. 2 Thessalonians 3:13
" And He said to me"My grace is sufficient for you, for my Strength is made perfect in weakness." "Therefore most gladly I will rather boast in my infirmities the the power of Christ may rest upon me." 2 Corinthians 12:9
May God Bless and Keep You!!!!
MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A BLESSED AND PROSPEROUS NEW YEAR