I am missing church again today (havent been in 6 wks due to clinicals and such) and my son's play that they are in--DH is there and they all seem to understand (thank god for camcorders). I feel sooooooooooooooooo GUILTY!!!!!
I haven't had any time to study for finals due to clinicals, tests, class, etc etc so this is my day to do it (we have a clinical wrap up day from 8-3 tomorrow, finals review all day Tues, and finals wens, thurs and friday). My thinking is that I just have to do this for now
so I can make it and move on. We have to get 75% on our finals to pass the semester so it doesn't matter that I am walking in there with high B's and an A. I have to pull a 75%--and they dumped all this new stuff on us last week. AGH!
I am so overwhelmed and tired of missing out on my LIFE!! I know this is short term pain for long term gain...but its still sucks. :icon_sad:
I guess I need some sympathy or empathy or something. I feel like a crappy mom, jerk of a friend, horrible housekeeper and I am sick of fast food. I am so sick of just being a nursing student. I love it, I LOVE nursing, but school is horrid, too! LOL!
Ok, only two more semesters...I can do it, right?:uhoh21: