Re: Are you prepared for Avian Flu?
I'll post a likely unpopular opinion. Sorry in advance if it offends.
Ive spent 30 years busting my butt doing patient care. Ive gotten hernias, ruined my back and had to have rotator cuff surgery for job related injuries. Ive gotten parvo virus thats caused residual arthralgias and daily pain; and god knows what else from work.
Ive had ARDS once already and beat the odds. I have mild COPD.
I hav ZERO, zip, zilch,nada, NO interest in dieing in a pandemic, espeiclly if it happens because the facility I work for didnt have the sense the Good Lord gave out to prepare. They've had warning, theres no excuse for it, besids finanical greed or incompetance.
Once the PPE is gone- I'm outta there!
I'm even considering being outta there before hand, in case they try to sequester us forcefully.
In 30 years of mostly ER nursing, Ive learned a lot. There are a not of nice people out there, and it makes me feel good to help them. But theres also an incredibly large and growing number of the population I deal with that has the belief that we are to be manipulated to their benefit. I have been intentionally attacked more times than I can count, and its noting new...it happens everywhere. They could care less about us, and many would slit our throats for their own benefit.
As you may have guesed, I've lost my romantic notions about nursing, We supply a commodity,and we are very expendable to both the employers and customers. I still believe in helping, I want to- but I'm not putting my life on the line if I can help it. I didnt go into this business thinking it was high risk, like police, fire or soldiers do- most of my colleagues in my age bracket didnt either.
I honestly believe I have given enough of my health and my mental and emotional well being already, and paid my dues to the public and my profession in the last three decades. I dont accept that anyone has the right to expect or ask for more, just because they couldnt provide the minimum safety requirements. No, my family comes first now, and thats the bottom line for me.
Thats one of the reasons I personally wish they would prepare, because then I wouldnt have to face the decision of walking out, with proper prior preparation and decent stoks of PPE I could participate, which is what I would like to do.
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