Ug!!!! I have a headache, I have been trying to study. It's my my last night off for four more days. I took two tylenol and feel very stressed for some reason.
Found out a few days ago that my husband is a diabetic, been helping my husband adjust to many changes, plus the two daily fingersticks, change of diet, and being a good listener, to this very wonderful man whom I love.
Got a call from the college I would like to attend, they advised me about the courses I need to get into the LPN to RN program, next Fall 2005. The Director of Nurses is a great lady, very up front. She told me how stiff the competition is and the chances of me getting in next fall 2005 could be difficult. They have three LPNs trying to get in this fall 2004 and only one will be picked.
The nursings schools are difficult to get into here, most likely due to the high unemployment rate and severe nursing shortage, plus nursing school faculty shortage.
I have a wonderful job, I love and it pays well.
I love going to school, but spending this money, when we could use it for other things is depressing. Especially if I don't get in Fall 2005. Then it will feel like a waste of money. What bothers me, is the fact that I'm 52 and my husband is 58. We do need time to enjoy together, to have fun. I already lost one husband in 2000, due to a car accident. I want to enjoy my current husband with my whole heart. I'm not sure what I should do right now. All I want to do is enjoy my life and be content.
I'm feeling conflicted tonight. Thanks for letting me vent.
Jul 13, '04
Just hang on, and know we are always here to vent to!
God bless! :angel2:
PS Do a couple of pages a day on that paper and it'll be done in no time!
Last edit by GPatty on Jul 13, '04
: Reason: cause I can't spell!